real nigga separation vol. 7

im back again with a real nigga separation...i havent done this since nov. 1st. i decided to take a break cause even every other week seemed to soon but now this seems just right. so much has happened since vol. 6. this wont be like the others...

i would like to first shout out to everybody that blogs now. it is a beautiful thing. "damn it feels good to see people up on it"...i have respect for some out here but others are just whack. i check your shit out to see what you are doing different and i dont see much. ive also seen shots fired at me on other blogs...really? shoot yourself for that one. people should really think about adding a lil substance to their page instead of copying and pasting. it looks bad. i can do that in my sleep. just do me a favor and delete your blogspot. you aint even DOTcom...lol

women...damn i cant understand them for nothing...im just going to stick to focusing on graduating and money...nuff said about that.

school has been a beast. me being a senior has definately put some things in perspective. i have really started thinking about my future and what is next after may 14th. fuck teachers/Advisors (some not all) at A&M...they dont want to help you out for shit!

3 weeks ago, after the jay-z concert, i came down with pneumonia. to be honest, that was the worst. out of school the week before finals and then missed a week of work. check was super short. for that first week, it felt like i was on punishment. i couldnt go anywhere or be around anyone cause its contagious. i went back to the doc at the end of the week and they told me it was still in my chest but i would be ok for school and work...cool...wait, this past wednesday (12.9.09) i felt a lil cold coming along. really didnt think nothing of it until my chest was congested again. saturday morning went back to the doctor and they said i still have pneumonia. that really hurt to hear that. honestly im scared as hell because i dont know whats really going to happen. im scared to sleep cause i know this can cause death...im not ready for that. i just hope this medicine can really take care of this and i can get back to 100%

my new years started december 1st. i dont see why people try to con themselves into believing that they will do better just cause its a new year. i wrote out a resolution letter last year. it was supposed to be special but that thing flopped so i opened it to see how far or how well i was doing and i really kidded myself. im through doing resolutions. shit is whack and doesnt work.

bizness...oh man do i have some stuff up my sleeve. i went home for thanksgiving break and got inspired. i have a new outlook on things and what i can tell you is that 2010 will be something special for me. i dont know how many people SUPPORT me but when i think about it, it doesnt really matter cause in the end, i just wanna wear my own clothes. i plan on making my mark.

eventually this is what i want to get to...printing my own (inspiration)

uncool thoughts:

• i appreciate everyone who reads the blog...its just my way of expressing myself.
• wiz khalifa, wale, curren$y, chip the ripper, snoop, travis porter, kid cudi, lupe fiasco, boogy, nick-n-beans...i can go on forever but right now music is good. my itunes has been on blast lately.
• leave tiger alone...kobe raped someone, oj killed someone...tiger cheated...damn!
• snoop dogg got one of the best videos out right now "i wanna rock"
• john wall is a phenom...one and done...straight to league and he will dunk on someone his first nba game.
• shout out to kreativ.sole teeLarge and dre2oo3...fam fa'real
• space jam jordans...dont think im getting them. i beat the hype and didnt get yeezys and maybe not theses.
• ive become a hype for crewnecks...bout to rack up on some.
• no haircut for a month...i will wait til school starts back and see what im looking like.
• 90210...

changes: this is the last real nigga separation that i will be doing. if you enjoy the RNS's then let me know. its nothing but my thoughts. also, i will be moving to a new site for the blog and it will be under a new name. thought i would give you the heads up now. if you are a faithful follower, i will keep you updated.

i love my mama, daddy, sisters, niece and nephew

(i really miss my dad)

peace,

:::fred the cool